It's a....

I got up Sunday morning and took a test to see if I was pregnant or not. I seem to do this every month, two days before my period, I go to the store and I buy a test, take said test, get a negative, wait two days, get Flo, go to pharmacy and refill drugs, start cycle all over again.

Boy was I surprised when I got a slight positive test that morning. So I took a digital test because two tests are better than one and I got the same results. WOO HOO!!!!! BIG FAT POSITIVE!!!!!

Today I went to the doctors office to get some pre-natal vitamins that don't make me so sick and have my blood taken for my official YOU ARE PREGNANT from the doctor. Then I have to go back on Thursday and have the test taken again to make sure my levels are rising. After that I will wait about a week and a half and go get my 1st ultrasound. I am so excited.

And yet, a part of me is sad. See, my sister-in-law can no longer have kids. She had the surgery to remove her stuff back in August. She is still upset about this but coping better everyday. She is fighting for her life her with stage iv colon cancer. I want to shout it from the rooftops but at the same time I don't want her to be miserable.

I was thinking about waiting till I hit 12 weeks and then tell her. I don't know. I will need advise on this one. So if anyone at all reads this blog, stalker or not, please please comment on this one. I really could use some advise here and soon!