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So I have been in a slump lately. I decided that I should blog about it and see if that can help make me feel better. I am sure no one will read this but hey it may work right.

My biggest low right now is that I really want to have another baby. My son is 4.5 yrs old. He wants a brother or sister to play with and for some reason I just can't get pregnant again. I have been on Clomid now for 4 months. Well, I took the first dose in January, second in July and third in August. I just started taking it again this month. So I guess I will find out in a few weeks if it worked but I am sure it won't. I just frustrates me that everyone and their brother can get pregnant and here I have been off birth control for 5 years and nothing. What the heck!!! Maybe it just isn't meant to be.

The economy is not helping my slump either. My hubby, I will call him M, works at a rail yard. Well, if people don't buy then companies don't ship and if companies don't ship trains and semis don't need to be loaded and unloaded. I miss the days of him working 60 hrs. a week. Now we are lucky to get 32 hours a week. I know that is more than some get so I guess I shouldn't complain. However, I refuse to watch the news any longer. If I really have to hear about one more company going to Congress for money I am going to scream. Here is a thought, why not give billions of dollars to the citizens of the United States and maybe the economy will get jump started again.

Other parts of my life are going well, so I do have that going for me. I am happy to report that I have about 16 more months left of school. It has taken me a long time to get my degree but I am so proud of myself that I am almost there. May of 2010 can't come fast enough for me.

Can't think of anything else to write at the moment so I will leave it at this and see what happens. If you happen to read this thanks. I am sure I will have better things to blog about but right now my slump is just not letting me.